Is it a lie? It's part of the plan Or is it a stain Of my life? Never forget it! You're listening to Jackie Petru and Sweet Liberty And now, here's your host, Jackie Petru Good evening, ladies and gentlemen Thank you for joining us tonight on Sweet Liberty Tonight is Wednesday It is the 18th of October in the year 2006 And I'm back with you live here tonight, folks I had programs, later programs, replayed for you The last couple of weeks because of a cold that I had And of course, because as many of you know Alan and I, Alan Watt, came to some, what have been, impasse On the last two broadcasts that we did I am going to talk about that tonight I really would rather not Although my phone calls and the emails that I've been getting I feel that I must at least address the issue To answer some of your questions Because I'm sure that there are those of you who have questions That haven't written and haven't called Let's do the spiritual message first And then we'll get started I would have liked to have been able to have somebody on with me this evening Just to have a conversation, a give and take That is, of course, what I've become so accustomed to I used to do this broadcast by myself most of the time I had guests on occasionally from time to time But I did the broadcast by myself And very often I would have something planned for the evening I'd walk into the studio and a thought would pop into my mind I'd be digging through files for papers that I wanted to use to share Whatever it was that came into my mind And I have very much enjoyed most of the conversations That Alan and I have had on the air Anyway, let me get to this spiritual message Folks, this is from Matthew It is Matthew 5 beginning at verse 14 These are words written in the red And they're words attributed to Jesus The one we know as Jesus He said, ye are the light of the world A city that is set on a hill cannot be hid And neither do men light a candle And put it under a bushel But on a candle stick And it gives light unto all that are in the house Let your light so shine before men That you may, excuse me Let your light so shine before men That they may see your good works And glorify your Father which is in heaven And there's one more I want to do here I've done this many, many times I love this, this is in 1 John 1 John It's in the back, towards the back of the New Testament It is 1 John verse 4 Excuse me, chapter 4 And it begins here in verse 4 Ye are of God, little children Ye are of God, little children And have overcome them Because greater is he that is in you Than he that is in the world And then we skip down to 7 Verse 7, Beloved, let us love one another For love is of God And everyone that loves is born of God And knows God And folks, I really, I don't feel comfortable this evening I want to tell you that Because I'm not on here I didn't come on tonight to argue about Or to denigrate or talk against Alan Watt But there are questions that I hope, so hope And I would be able to do together Because of questions that people have posed to me Questions that are sincere Questions that really get to the very core Of our very being, if you would Because there is no contest, no dispute From information that Alan has brought us over the past At least five years As far as ancient history goes I don't have the books Most of us don't have the books that Alan has referred to Many of them, he's had access to some mighty powerful works And he has opened the eyes and opened the ears And opened the minds of hundreds, thousands of people Since 1998 And for those of you who are new listeners And I might skip around here tonight folks Because my thoughts do that to me As I'm talking about one thing, another thought enters And I take myself down a cul-de-sac For those of you who are newer listeners And who so appreciated the broadcasts And the information that was shared I want you to know that At the website at www.SweetLiberty.org There are a lot of archives Alan has that suite at CuttingToTheMatrix.com Even maybe more, I don't know Than we have at Sweet Liberty As far as archives, as far as past broadcasts That we've done together Because to cover all of the information That has been covered over these past years And try to get it down into a little boil So to speak, it's just impossible to do What I encourage you to do folks The archives at www.SweetLiberty.org They're absolutely free And the archives, the radio broadcasts That CuttingToTheMatrix are absolutely free And I would advise those of you Who are newer listeners To go back into the archives We've covered it all Over and over and over as a matter of fact Our long-time listeners are very aware of that Alan covered the same material And as he said on the air That it is said that people need to hear something eight times Before they're going to remember it Maybe so So there is very little That it was being discussed Even in this past three, four, five, six months That hadn't been discussed Many times in the past So once again If you go back into the archives at www.SweetLiberty.org And CuttingToTheMatrix You'll be able to catch up Also, Nicholas has available For our listeners The entire year 2004 Which we were doing For the most part of the year We were doing four nights a week And they weren't all with Alan Watt But many of them were The year 2004 And the year 2005 are on disc And you can get the entire year 2004 or 2005 For $120 It's over 200 broadcasts a year Is what it is And so it's less If you can afford it Or maybe want to go in with some friends So that you can get the discs And listen to the past broadcast I think it's a wonderful opportunity For people who want to go back that far And to listen to what's been said in the past Alan first contacted me I was on shortwave We had a very large shortwave listening audience He contacted me first In June of 1998 We talked on the telephone Probably at least once a week Sometimes twice a week Until December Before I invited him on the air And then once we got on the air together We did a lot of broadcasts together The listeners, as I said, have so appreciated it However, there was a hiatus In even our communication From December of 2001 Until sometime 2003 I believe it was around the middle of 2004 It was about two and a half years That we actually lost touch with each other And then he called And we started doing broadcasts again together So all in all, we've had about five years on the air I regret the impasse that we came to And I want to make it clear to you folks I had a couple of calls from people Who wanted to know about it So I went in to listen to what he calls a blurb And he said that it was last week That he wouldn't be doing the broadcast Because I was having a replay And also that he said that he believed That we are at an impasse with a question mark Well, I listened to a new one That he's done, I think it's called Eco vs. Truth And in it, well first of all He said that he would have it available By 9.30 this evening For you all to listen to I was sorry to see that he was doing that We've done so many broadcasts together And he knows that Sweet Liberty is on at 9.00 p.m. I noticed that on the 4th of October Which was a Wednesday And the 11th, and he, in his blurb He said that he would have one Ready to download for you tonight And listen to So it looks as though Maybe he would reconsider And maybe he would do his at 8.00 Or at 10.00 p.m. Given that I am on WFAR And I am on a specific time slide Alan's doing his from computer And I think it would be very nice After all these years If there wasn't a competition for time So maybe Alan will reconsider Give that a little bit of thought And allow you all To listen to Sweet Liberty And the cutting through the matrix If you so choose I wanted to acknowledge the phone calls That I've acknowledged Those of you who've called on the phone And many emails that I've received Emails of support and emails Saying please resolve this So that you and Alan can start in again Although many of you who send emails Have said thank you for asking the questions That I've asked And hopefully that maybe Alan would be Willing to answer directly direct questions I want you to know that the impasse folks Has absolutely nothing to do With me being angry That he and I do not disagree Excuse me, do not agree I don't get angry with anybody Who doesn't quote belief The way that I believe And even though I share My understanding of spiritual truth If a person does not accept it They do not accept it And so the impasse has nothing to do With my being upset That he didn't agree with my belief Because in so many areas We are on the same wavelength The impasse was my desire To have him answer or to define If you would certain things That he has said And the answers are not forthcoming The reason this is important to me And you've heard me say this on the air You've heard me say it on this broadcast I've listened as we're having conversations Some nights and I think how How overwhelming it can be All of the information to really wake up It is very, very overwhelming And I know it because I experienced it I was awake to a certain point When Alan first called me In fact maybe that's why he called me The first time he called He said he had been listening And that he told his wife That I almost got it but not quite And so evidently from listening He realized that I am a seeker of truth And that I wasn't totally asleep However, my awareness If you would in this physical realm Of the system My awareness of that Went back a hundred or two hundred years In the history that I had read I'm not talking about history That we get in school But Alan took us back a thousand years Two thousand years And my eyes were opened It took a while And sometimes he would say something And it would take me four months to get it And suddenly you get it And when it's all coming at you I do understand how overwhelming it can be Another thing besides how overwhelming it is I don't want to leave people hopeless I don't want to create hopelessness Within anybody That is not what I'm here for And I know that it isn't my purpose in life It's to bring hopelessness And I pray I have prayed in the past for discernment To be able to know the truth The difference between truth and lies And truth sayers and the liars Because not only would I ever, never Intentionally mislead Any one of you, anyone I don't want to do it unintentionally, folks I don't claim to have all the knowledge That truth, I know truth I know some truth, simple truth I do know that as we so-so shall we read I know that I know that it is a universal law And I also know that our Creator Has blessed us, has bestowed every blessing Already upon us And it simply awaits our gratitude, our love And our openness to receive it I know that I do know also that we are spiritual beings And Alan knows that too And they're... So now I'm going to stop here and back up a little bit My concerns have become A mixed message What I see is a mixed message That was why I was hoping that we could talk about these things on the air Not personally, not privately But talk about it on the air For the benefit of you all So that we can understand If there is a way that we can understand a discrepancy What I see is a discrepancy Or maybe allow Alan an opportunity to restate Maybe he misdated himself At one time or another And it doesn't have anything to do with discrepancies About ancient religion, excuse me, ancient history It is on the spiritual level, folks And this is my concern And the fact that I have been an avenue Since 1998 with that two and a half year hiatus Right up till the current time I have been the avenue For Alan to get his message out I feel a very deep Sense of responsibility Besides the love with which I do this broadcast But a responsibility I've had another broadcaster said One time the trouble with Jackie is that She debates with her guest too much Whenever I had a guest on That said something that I absolutely knew was not so Then I would address it And if it turned into a debate Which I didn't bring ever Bring anybody on to debate with But the one thing I would never do Is to sit and let somebody make a statement As though it's fact when I know the actual facts I'm not talking opinions here Maybe a political thing, whatever But I could not sit and not say anything Because then to me It would mean that my listeners Accept that I agree And I don't agree with inconsistencies And that is what this is all about Is just inconsistencies It is an opinion And it isn't beliefs They're just very simple and basic Facts But they, as I said earlier They relate, they affect The very core of our being And I did, I do, I'm going to Address a few of these this evening Simply because we weren't able to do it on the air As I wrote to somebody that Yes, we are in an impasse I don't know if it's resolvable Maybe it is, maybe it isn't But I do know that we need closure on this, folks If it isn't resolvable I could not see myself coming on the air And pretending that Alan Watt never existed In our presence with me and with you all together Now, excuse me What I'm going to do here, I did this back in May These are words that Alan stated And that was May 17th, I believe, if I'm not mistaken Or it might have been May the 24th This is a conversation he was having With our mutual friend, Miss Evie Bernthorn And the reason I'm going to repeat this Is because this was stated very emphatically And it was also stated very emphatically At another time on sweet liberty The message today is different than this He was talking about the secret societies And he said that people need to go to meetings And challenge them This was part of the conversation And make them admit that they have given a note To another association or a club or whatever And Miss Evie said that it seemed like You'd become a martyr if you did that Because if you got up there in front of all of them And he said, yes, it would be like you are a martyr But he said, you know, the policemen are nothing but bully boys Then here's where he began The conversation that I transcribed from that conversation They had, she had it on tape Because he never said it again When I wanted to talk about it The subject was always changed These are his words He says, talking about the policemen being bully boys That they're in the minority And once the head is cut off of any monster The rest of it falls apart I'm trying not to read this whole thing But just to skip down They're just robots who take a central command in a paycheck But you're conditioned to them all as invincible And undefeatable But then really, you go beyond them You go to the ones who are in control of it all And point them out as being the gangsters that they are They're obvious gangsters And that's when they talked about going up to the crowd, etc And then he said it would be like being a martyr And he said it would be that anyway He said there's also another element to all of it, you see And it does involve the fact that there is a consciousness in this world And you can create consciousness in this world by willing it to be so And when you have enough on the same wavelength as it were Because the other side used this technique for sure When you have other people who are willing Another way to come into existence That is the real war that goes on And it is a spiritual battle We know that as well as the physical, don't we folks? He said because at the very top of this Behind all the religions Behind all the masterminds that ever existed And gurus They have always known that there is such a thing As a spiritual force within everybody That can be utilized And they're more terrified of that than anything else And again he said that's the key Because if you can keep everybody trapped in a world where everything boils down to Matter Things that are produced and procuring wealth As long as they can keep us trapped in basic material needs We cannot get to that plane where the real war goes on And he said they've written about this That's what's done me Is that they did write about this And when you have enough people Just enough people You don't even have to be the 3% But when you have enough Who are honest enough And who are self enlightened They've come to that plateau Who will will it to be another way And that's when their world will come crashing down And big changes will be made And that's As far as I'm going to go with that That is the main thing that I wanted you to hear Ladies and gentlemen That within every individual Is a spiritual force And the reason this is them I know that this is so I know that this is so And the reason that I bring this up Because it is so important In my mind For all of us to know this We don't have to We don't have to twist ourselves in pretzels We don't have to pray to saints We are one with our father creator We are of our father creator And the communication Is within us The ability to communicate is within us And I went and listened to Some other broadcasts That he had been on some other shows Because people were calling me And saying, did you hear this show And he said this and he said that And I would go to listen And the one thing that I have heard him say And he said it on Sweet Liberty Sense Is that everybody doesn't have spirit Now that is exactly opposite Of what I just read to you And what was said on the air On Sweet Liberty To a very large shortwave audience And I believe we were on the internet at the time Not sure But when people If it was anybody Just anybody who said that You could take it with a grain of salt It wouldn't bother me This is Alan Watt Who's been a guest on this broadcast Hundreds of times Who made the statement In direct opposition To the one that I just read to you That was made That within every single individual Is a spiritual force Now the message is Everybody doesn't have spirit Everybody doesn't have spirit And that a spirit was made for us But we have to call the spirit to us And spirit doesn't always come That's frightening to people Who hear that And the reason it's frightening Is that people hear it from Alan Watt And I do know this Is that in fact I mentioned it to Alan that Wednesday There are many people Who have adopted Alan as their new guru And as Alan has cautioned you And as he said many times That people are just looking For another guru to follow For someone else to follow When Alan 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to help you Thank you from all of us here At FirstAmendmentRadio.com Now listen to me The Bible says render under Caesar That which is Caesar I want you to know that a corporation is Caesar Government takeover of the church This DVD is the most powerful tool we have For waking up those asleep in the pews The scripture calls for his people To come out of her The corporate church is the apostate church The whore that rides the beast Get this DVD for a donation of $25 From FirstAmendmentRadio.com Make copies and give them away To your corporate church friends And loved ones The truth will make them free They will watch the DVD Government takeover of the church Order online today at FirstAmendmentRadio.com Or call 559-781-3773 Who will tell them if not you Alright, we're back here folks So that was one of the, to me, the very important inconsistencies That I think would be wonderful if it was explained How everybody doesn't have spirit We have to call spirit to us And sometimes spirit doesn't come And then on the other hand To say that within every individual Is a spiritual force That was the message That was the message of love and hopefulness Not hopelessness And there was another statement that was made That regarding reincarnation That we only get ten times, ten lifetimes That was, he said, that was an ancient From an ancient religion I don't know This was a discussion we had on the air In fact it was just a prayer To our having our two and a half year hiatus He said for those who are waking up right now It's too late And to say that to people Who admire and respect and believe The person that they're listening to And the fact that there is such wisdom And there is such a vast memory bank Full of ancient history that has been given us People take it seriously That causes confusion When we were on our last broadcast I thought what he said was so When he was talking about people stepping out of the system And the first step that's taken out of that system Is the beginning And that's when the spiritual side begins to develop What I would like you to do is keep that in your mind Keep that in your mind That within every single one of us Is the spiritual force That literally can overcome this world As Jesus said, ye are the light of the world Ye are the light of the world You keep that in your mind Because I know that for the most part You'll continue to listen to Alan But you keep that in your mind It's never too late No, I take that back I can't say that Any more than Alan can say We only have ten lifetimes It is my belief Not a knowing, it is my belief Like a knowing That when we begin questioning And we begin seeking truth Is when we begin And the journey back home, if you would Into spiritual consciousness I have no doubts of that in my mind, folks And maybe we don't get Hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of time Maybe if we don't learn our lessons And lessons are presented to us Over and over and over again And we choose We choose to ignore it We choose to ignore that still small voice within us Because we always know every time That we do something that isn't okay We know it I'm not talking religious Like if you don't go to church on Sunday You're going to hell Or if you happen to eat meat on Sunday Or if you eat shellfish or whatever I'm not talking religious things I'm talking about, as Jesus told us When they ask him, what is the greatest commandment? He didn't say, thou shalt not, thou shalt not, thou shalt not He said, love your father with all your heart, mind, soul, and strength And love your neighbor as yourself That is the greatest commandment And both are the same And we all know each and every one of us Every time we do something that isn't okay That is mean or petty or vindictive Or revengeful If it isn't loving If it isn't kind or compassionate We're stepping off the path And we know it And when we choose to ignore that Over and over and over again Maybe it happens Maybe the energy dissipates back into the ethers I don't know When I brought up this conversation that I read to you earlier On that one particular broadcast He said that that was meant for one person And I reminded him that he had said it before To a huge audience of fundamentalist Christians, actually A different listening audience than we have today Because we've had many, many conversations about the religions And Alan said that everybody isn't ready for it Well, folks, to withhold spiritual truth Because somebody might not be ready for it It's an inconsistency The truth is written in our hearts And we know the truth when we hear it But everybody isn't ready for it That was only meant for one person, I was told And he said that we shouldn't talk against people's religions Because it'll push them away Or I forget which word was used Well, Alan and I have spent dozens and dozens of hours Discussing religions and how religions are man-made And exposing the lives of religion And suddenly, on that particular night We're not supposed to say anything I didn't say anything, by the way, against somebody's religion I read a very beautiful passage of a conversation Of words that Alan spoke to our friend Effie And that he had spoken on the air before But that particular night, I believe, as I said, it was May 24th This year, it was only meant for one person Everybody isn't ready for it And if Alan, he said that he talks with people on a one-to-one basis I said that you can't talk to everybody, Alan My concern, my concern Is each and every person who's listening to this broadcast Takes from it something that is uplifting And no, I'm not a cheerleader for this world But to leave this broadcast so downcast That I've had mail from people and emails from people Okay, what are we supposed to do? Sounds to me like this is a done deal We're supposed to just roll over and play dead? No And we do that, which we're led to do from within us But I was told that he talks one-on-one to people And when I said you can't talk to everybody I wanted our listeners who are ready for this to hear it Then the comment was made that you can't say things Against people's religion And when I said you can't talk to everybody He said I've talked to hundreds I said, but that isn't everybody, Alan And there was dissension there People called me and said he was miffed at you this evening I regret that, folks But to sit and say nothing When comments are made that are an exact opposition To what has been said before That nullifies the truth is what it does And given that this is a Sweet Liberty broadcast Hosted by Jackie Patru And that I opened the doors Back in 1998 for that message to get out Then I owe to you some explanation here As to what the quote impasse is It isn't that I'm angry because Alan doesn't believe In what I do, as a matter of fact Very much we're on the same page And when this message began to come out More and more and more Everybody doesn't have a spirit And then we're talking about... So I never did understand this And I asked the question about it Those who have been cast here I cast down I asked where they cast down from Jesus said the Kingdom of God is within us Are they from up there in the sky somewhere in the clouds? We cannot be cast away from our Creator Because we're one with our Creator We can choose to ignore that Or maybe we don't know it But if it's presented and we choose to ignore it It doesn't change anything It doesn't make it not so What it means is that in our mind If we deny it And turn our backs and say That isn't so, there is no God Or whatever Then if as it isn't But it doesn't change anything I cannot be cast away from my Creator I cannot cast my Creator from me Because I am one with my Creator As you and each and every one of us are It is choices we make Choices we make If we have the opportunity to make the choice If we ever come out of the lies of the religions And this next that I want to share with you I had a gentleman call me and tell me about this I had gotten all about it And I actually had it played for you Last Wednesday Because I wasn't going to be on the air This was the broadcast that Alan and I did In August of 1931 2004 And it was replayed In our archives On November the 2nd We were talking about The different colors Of man, etc, etc And talking about a white race And I said He was talking, we were talking about The red-haired The red-haired pharaohs And people in China that they found red-headed And they were white I said this sounds like a white race Alan And he said it is He says yeah but I said well is it He said well it is definitely a white race And now listen He said it goes back Into the legends of a super white race That were almost albino in the beginning And that goes back To the ancient mystery religions The ancient mystery religions Of the ones who were cast here To the earth And the first bodies they created for themselves Were basically pure albino So what we're getting here I thought at that time That he was explaining What the ancient mystery religion belief was And then he went into the Old Testament The different, what they called them Horites and etc He said there's no doubt That the priesthood knew Things did not begin with the Hebrews You knew that, you know that The world has been here much much much longer It's been through many empires that are lost in time And lost in history There have been many bids By the evil doers You might call them on the planet To take the whole world Into their own control And under their own control For complete and total control As you see happening today There's no argument there is there But he says that something The real creator Always steps in at the grand finale And seems to make him low again And then they go back into hiding They go back to the mystery religions Because they're hunted And I ask is this their history As they tell it This is their history, yeah When you say the real creator steps in That's as though saying our creator Actively gets involved in what's going on That's beyond my ability to comprehend He says well long before the so called Mystery religions It was said that everyone on earth The natural people who lived here Could converse freely on a one to one basis With the creator There was no priesthood And eventually over a period of time This creator left the world Running like a clock Left the world That's like our creator comes and goes And it sounds to me like our creator is a man I'm not saying that our creator could not manifest Into anything But think about this folks our creator is Within each and everything in this physical realm There is a consciousness In all things A consciousness in the plants and the trees In the animals In the fish and the birds There is a consciousness And that consciousness is of creator Because creator is All In which we live and move And breathe and have our being Our creator cannot come and go And this is what we were told That it goes back to the ancient mystery religions And he said They claimed that there was a war Between these other beings and the creator And these beings were cast here Now he said A few paragraphs before this Or a few minutes before this That the ancient mystery religion Religion is the one that teaches That there were evil doers who were cast here And of course Alan has told us And exposed and verified and confirmed Religions were made by man Ancient mystery religion I don't care what religion it was Religions are made by man people But anyway Those who were cast here Started the whole ball rolling Of trying to conquer everything Through the use of science To control everything in the whole world And they've tried at least seven times According to the Brahmins The Brahmin religion So we're talking about religions here We're talking about beliefs And when I said And then he said that the secret is That the creator himself Put his faith into the lives of some people During that period In other words If there's something worth saving here Or changing He will come back and change it I said now this sounds like Now are you saying this is their story? And he said no This was written about in religions Pre-existing the Hebrews So what I'm getting here Is that this is the story It's a story And it's from ancient religions Those who were cast here And the creator Left the world We may as well be talking about Jehovah The God Jehovah Of the Old Testament That Alan mentioned was Lucifer I wouldn't disagree with that Not sure exactly What Lucifer Represents Or is meant to represent Maybe the Lord of this world I'm not talking When I talk about creator I'm talking about the source Of all that is And there's the difference In spiritual truth And talking about ancient religions Belief folks And maybe I've said enough on this For you to at least consider As much as As you appreciate And I've appreciated Alan Alan and I have become friends Well, in a sense maybe I thought we were friends And I do regret That this has happened Although maybe This was meant to happen When it did as it did Because I can't Talk about I don't want to talk about This material world And those cast here And people taking over this world We have to talk about The truth of our history here And the truth of this system And you can go and listen to Hundreds of hours about that When we're talking spiritual issues I would prefer not to bring The stories of the religion Of the Brahmins Of the Hebrews The ancient mystery religions And refer to it as though It's a spiritual truth And of course it is up for you to discern And that would mean asking Asking for discernment The answers are within us All of the answers And just be discerning And know that everything I say Is not truth I don't claim to have all the truth But begin to go within And we have talked about this Alan had discussed this Begin to go within To be, to sit quietly To find quiet time And to begin seeking I believe that the majority of you Who are listening to this broadcast And I don't get the same kind of calls That Alan does You know, the people who call That are ready to go off the edge And off the deep end And go into psychiatrists That have to be programmed And reprogrammed I get calls from those of you Who want to talk Who ask questions I can only share with you The level of my understanding And my own personal experiences And I know that's been Invalidated in a sense That the trouble with sharing Your own experiences Is that nobody can relate to them I understand that We have to have our own Although I can speak From personal experiences That I've had I know that the universe is benevolent And I know that we are Beloved And holy and precious Children of our creator We don't act that way All the time, do we? We have the potential Let me put it that way We were created that way We were created that way Like a perfect symphony Written Maybe we need to learn How to play The notes of that symphony And then we will be We will be Being what we truly are As children of God Children of creator I don't like that word We're almost out of time here I was wishing tonight That I was set up to take your calls I took the phone away From the broadcast desk When I went off the air And I unplugged some things I don't know how to plug everything back in And there's a possibility That maybe I'll get it hooked back up again So that I can take your calls That would be fun I would love to talk with you and hear from you And I can't tell you today What we'll be doing next week Because I don't know As I told you this evening That I would rather Not have had This conversation tonight I would have rather had it with Alan I almost feel like I'm talking behind his back Although I'm not Because I know he's listening And And that is the way I would have hoped it could have been And it wasn't So it doesn't mean you'll never hear Alan What again, does it, folks? Because he's doing his own In fact, as I mentioned earlier At least tonight He said that tonight His show tonight would be Posted at 9.30 Maybe he will Reconsider that And either do his at 8 o'clock or 10 o'clock So you don't have to make a choice It doesn't matter to me I've never advertised this broadcast I have over 400 people On my email list And I never once Sent out an email that I recall I might have once or twice But I always felt in my mind That anybody who was listening to Sweet Liberty Was meant to be listening to Sweet Liberty And that you would find it If there was a message here for you One person told me They only listened to Sweet Liberty To hear Alan What That's okay And you can hear Alan What Because he's doing his own now And We're not quite out of time And I feel like I'm out of words here And if I had a song to sing to you I would not sing to you Not sing to you Play for you We just have our one-minute warning Here There are probably things That I wanted to say Or that I wanted to say in a different way If I think of it I'll make a note And maybe bring it up But don't expect that Another broadcast will be spent On this issue And folks, thank you for being here tonight And I will be back Next Wednesday night Barring any unforeseen events Good night Now you can enjoy the most delicious Freshest and healthiest drinking water Any time